You have to decide what you are going to be in this life.
And then when you make that decision, you protect it WITH your life!
No fairy is gonna fly out the clouds with her magic wand to touch your with inspiration.... But that would be nice, wouldn't it!
No Wiz is gonna help you find your way back home...
You have to be your own Wiz,
Your Own Fair Godmother,
Your Own magician,
Your Own Shaman....
And when you stop looking outside of yourself for the answers, you will stop be let down by people.
You will stop be disappointed by the flaws of others because you will stop issuing that everyone is better than YOU!
Do You love yourself?
If your honest answer is no, you need to put some energy into creating reasons why you should....